I started running again last week.
I've been hurting all over anyway, so I figured if I started running now.. the pain would all get lumped together and it wouldn't matter.
I forgot how much I love it. And hate it.
Anyway, walking is too slow. I get frustrated. But my body isn't back in shape enough to run at the speed that I want/need.
Today was a 12 hour shift. I had to cancel my Uke lesson (there goes my spending money) in order to stay at the group home when a coworker called in sick. Yes I make more money at the group home than with lessons, but only if I'm paid at my contract rate... I won't go into the details, but basically this just makes me want to go for a LONG run.
Except that I've been wearing those running shoes for more than 13 hours today and my feet smell like a swamp.
I'm going to bed instead.
I've been hurting all over anyway, so I figured if I started running now.. the pain would all get lumped together and it wouldn't matter.
I forgot how much I love it. And hate it.
Anyway, walking is too slow. I get frustrated. But my body isn't back in shape enough to run at the speed that I want/need.
Today was a 12 hour shift. I had to cancel my Uke lesson (there goes my spending money) in order to stay at the group home when a coworker called in sick. Yes I make more money at the group home than with lessons, but only if I'm paid at my contract rate... I won't go into the details, but basically this just makes me want to go for a LONG run.
Except that I've been wearing those running shoes for more than 13 hours today and my feet smell like a swamp.
I'm going to bed instead.
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